Feels Like a Good Time to Do This

I am: writing this to take a break and distract myself.
I think: I'll go swimming tonight.
I know: tomorrow will feel special.
I have: a surfboard.
I wish: I could surf it better.
I hate: mosquito bites.
I miss: easy time with friends.
I fear: crushing my knees in a car crash.
I hear: the high pierce squeal of our TV when it's on.
I smell: tar and get an instant migraine.
I crave: cupcakes lately.
I search: with Google.
I wonder: what I will decide on for a wedding dress.
I regret: splashing salad dressing on my pants, now I'll have to wash them immediately.
I love: that the air is just the teeniest bit cooler lately, feels like a seasonal change.
I ache: on my ribs and hips from surfing yesterday.
I am not: too worried about the aches.
I believe: in myself.
I dance: when I am very happy.
I sing: in the car to cheesy songs, sometimes to Bryan.
I cry: when I feel lonely.
I fight: because I want to make it better.
I win: when I find something great on sale.
I lose: when I put too much of myself into something that doesn't give back.
I never: have a perfectly clean house.
I always: make plans for the future.
I confuse: i and e and have to remember which comes first after c.
I listen: but sometimes only with one ear.
I can usually be found: wearing cute shoes.
I am scared: that I am not doing enough in the moment.
I need: to buy milk.
I am happy about: planning a wedding for Bryan and I.
I imagine: it will be awesome.